..stupid ideals..

If I may, I'd like to vent a little something... This is something that's been on my mind for several months now. It starts out as many stories often do... "I have this friend..." Well, honestly, it IS about him and yes about me too. You see, this dilemma has been mounting inside me for a long time now. But let me start at the beginning... THIS POST HAS BEEN EDITED... WELL, MOSTLY IT'S BEEN DELETED... sorry